There's nothing better than being home. Though there's a lot of things to experience and to learn in life, being home just gives me the satisfaction of being with parents. It's been a long 10 months, as it was a tough year but i dun expect the next 3 to be better since we need to get ready to be a real doctor. As for now, being in hospital for attachment does give me a lil more pressure and encouragement to take whatever i do seriously. People trust and rely on us to fix them without looking at our previous experiences or education. A lot of them were either too poor or too old to pay attention. To them, a person in a white suit SHOULD be very knowledgeable, SHOULD know everything about what they are experiencing and SHOULD be able to heal them. A lot of time, they are either left in the old folks' home or left unwanted by the family.
For me, this past week is a new experience, seeing what REAL doctors do. Though all i did was following them around, but that's really tiring for me. I wonder what i'm gonna do when it's my turn to start seeing patients and treating them. As for now, i'm just trying to learn more and prepare myself mentally for the future. At the same time, enjoy myself before i'm too busy to do the things i planned to do when i graduate.
